26

It's been quite a long time since I posted, just nothing too exciting to post about, or too busy with too many exciting things to have time to post...I wonder which it is? I guess that gets to be my secret!

So Thursday was my 26 months since LID. Funny how they pass relatively unnoticed these days. I swear I thought today was the 24th...it was a surprise to open my journal at night to write something and see that it was the 24th...ah well. Another one come and gone. And this month has gone amazingly slow. It seemed like February and March just ripped right on through, and April seems to be the longest month on record. January also seemed incredibly slow.

There are two pregnant women who I see in the locker room at the gym nearly every day. They are usually arriving as I have just finished. Mostly I don't pay too much attention, sometimes they are talking baby stuff, mostly other people talking baby stuff to them, etc. I found myself thinking today when I saw one and her big proud pregnant Mama belly, "I don't envy her belly, I chose this path...but I do envy her due date." Who, in a million years, thought we would ever think something as strange as that? Seriously, no one outside of the adoption world (or at least outside of the knowledge of the wait of the adoption world) would have any clue what is meant by that statement...